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16 March 2010 @ 07:02 pm
I hate having to ask my mom for money.  Because now I get the "quiet" face from her.  Sure it's only $100 for an AP exam, but seeing her reaction makes you realize that it could be $100 for food, electricity, mortgage, etc.  IT'S A HORRIBLE GUILTY FEELING. Which personally I hate. Is it possible to sacrifice to much? How can one go through suffering without being so greedy? Sigh. Can't you tell I have the most random questions going through my head right now? I don't even feel like doing work. Grad year sucks. Can't even appreciate the excitement and joy of graduating without seeing my mom wear down. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING AND GET IT OFF MY CHEST, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T

So I've definitely been staring at this for a while now.  Apparently we're getting cut off tomorrow. We'll see how much better I feel by the end of this, we'll see how much I actually accomplish.